Its been a while. It's a good thing that you've decided to stop your madness and snapped out of it. And for that, I'll give you a super duper big hug!! *weeeeeh*
Stop pretending you're okay coz you are truly not. It's okay to cry. Let it all out. Bottling everything up inside you will make things worse. It won't do you any good.
Kisses and Twinkle are right beside you. They've seen you cry for so many times. And I'm pretty sure they won't complain if you'll do again. They will still comfort you all the way.
Koudee will still be Koudee. If he sees you, he will lie on his back and let you rub his belly. He truly loves that. And by just looking at his cute eyes, you'll smile already. Just call his name and tell him, "Koudee, sit! Kiss mommy!", and he will come near you and let you kiss his forehead. He is your bestie.
You have your friends!!! Lots of 'em!! They already know your crazy side. Stop thinking that you'll only be a bothersome to them. Sometimes, you just need someone to listen.
And of course, you have your family. They love you unconditionally. They will never leave you.
I know. I know. Life is unfair. Blah! Blah! Blah! You always complain about that like a gazillion times already. Live with it. The damage has been done. You have learned your lessons.
You're crazy. Hmmm.. well, in a good way. haha! Have you heard about a saying.. something like those who always laugh are the ones who have been hurt badly? Hmm.. bullseye! nyahahahaha
But hey, don't sulk around that much though. Remember, positivity!
Whenever that bad vibes are about to creep up again.. don't keep it to yourself. okay?
*hugz*
