the plunge!

this post is way overdue.. why? i was only able to upload the video last night.. i scanned my phone for files that i can delete and saw this vid. hahaha

this was taken last november when my colleagues and i went to bohol.. and THIS made the trip worth it.. :)

im not a big fan of heights.. i won't even dare ride rollercoasters.. been to amusement parks like in hong kong and singapore.. and i just watched my bro excitingly enjoying the rides.. 

but i saw my dear senior, Bonphyl, really enjoyed the adrenaline rush.. 

soooooo while we were taking our lunch.. i decided to go for it.. wooohooo!!

thanks to mimi, honey, and tadz for documenting the whole thing.. (lingaw au mo paminawn ae..ga-yawyaw! hahaha)

ps.. excuse my french but at that point.. i just couldnt help it.. peace! ^^v

"ka-feel ko sa akong ka-bug-at.. aaaaaaahhhh!!!  l*tch*!!... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

ug nawa dayon ang akong kalag.. hahahaha

:: cez ★ piglet! :)

te juvy taught me this dance for about an hour and was left with a video to watch all over and over again.. its been months since i last danced on stage.. aaarggghh!!! but im happy na makasayaw nakog balik! hahaha

wa nay hangin ang baktin! bwahahaha

good luck nalang ani.. sagdi lang.. wa bitaw kaila nako didto! nyahahaha :)

i need to practice mooooooore!!! ggrrrr!

thanks te juvy! :)

ps. 

and yes.. look at the watch! its me and the dead world again.. need to be at the hospital at 6am! woot! :)

:: cez ★ bromance!

and another crazy moment sets in for the gay people like us.. 

this time.. it's BROMANCE..

*brooooooooomance... nothing really gay about it*

and there i am again.. singing.. hahaha

that's what i got from Tadz playing that song on her phone.. on repeat.. literally.. :)

after our night shift.. we decided to get ourselves on-high.. by that, we mean do something else after our graveyard shift with no sleep.. us + no sleep = laughter galore on the most mabaw level.. got it? :)

sooo.. we went to Taddy's dentist.. and had our breakfast at McDo.. waited for Mimi to arrive.. 

the newly wed couple picked us up and off we went to CAP..

 

Taddy and me.. with our "bromance" moment.. you my female boo! haha :) 

after getting our hair done.. the search for the pink device and Mimi's #*@&^!% began.. haha

that's Taddy's phone.. you dont know how wild she can get over that  phone.. the service center sucks! hahaha

 

at Mcdo again for lunch.. :)

took a last photo before we went home.. :)

* its like eminem and dr. dre.. if i loved you more i might be gay..*

oops.. there i go again.. hahaha

:: cez ★ dear you :)

Its been a while. It's a good thing that you've decided to stop your madness and snapped out of it. And for that, I'll give you a super duper big hug!! *weeeeeh*

Stop pretending you're okay coz you are truly not. It's okay to cry. Let it all out. Bottling everything up inside you will make things worse. It won't do you any good. 

Kisses and Twinkle are right beside you. They've seen you cry for so many times. And I'm pretty sure they won't complain if you'll do again. They will still comfort you all the way.

Koudee will still be Koudee. If he sees you, he will lie on his back and let you rub his belly. He truly loves that. And by just looking at his cute eyes, you'll smile already. Just call his name and tell him, "Koudee, sit! Kiss mommy!", and he will come near you and let you kiss his forehead. He is your bestie.

You have your friends!!! Lots of 'em!! They already know your crazy side. Stop thinking that you'll only be a bothersome to them. Sometimes, you just need someone to listen.

And of course, you have your family. They love you unconditionally. They will never leave you.

I know. I know. Life is unfair. Blah! Blah! Blah! You always complain about that like a gazillion times already. Live with it. The damage has been done. You have learned your lessons.

You're crazy. Hmmm.. well, in a good way. haha! Have you heard about a saying.. something like those who always laugh are the ones who have been hurt badly? Hmm.. bullseye! nyahahahaha

But hey, don't sulk around that much though. Remember, positivity!

Whenever that bad vibes are about to creep up again.. don't keep it to yourself. okay? 

*hugz*

:: cez ★ [vid] getting dizzy with the teacup!

:: cez ★ [vid] disneyland

:: cez ★ [vid] the busy central

:: cez ★ [vid] back from macau 2/2

:: cez ★ march.. 1 2 3 go! ^^v

This is gonna be a loooooooong one!

march.. march.. march.. you are indeed interesting! hahaha I've got lots of happy times with you!

It's the start of the "strawberry-madness" ^^ (all thanks to Honey love!)

This is me pursuing my so-called "self-study" of the Korean language by applying it on my dear friends.. those who can read it.. ssshhh.. its just for fun! and that's what we really call her! haha

got my tooth extracted.. its my upper right 3rd molar.. 1 out of 4.. :)

my fro-yo date with veni.. cold treats for me! ^^

 

 sleepover with the gay people.. Taddy, Mimi, and Honey! we miss you rein! two days and a night of chikas, food, movies, and sleep! :)

 

henna brown! taddy and i have the same contact lenses! bayet!!

ps. aside from being gay.. all of us are also blind! haha

another date with veni! labshoo dearie cousin! *big hug*

 

tiny's birthday!! big hug dear!! aymishoo dearies.. especially you, kwek!! hahaha

excited for may already! :)

ice cream date with my mom! :)

 

a not-so-busy shift with these two boys.. william and renex.. ^^

and here's the mysterious flowers.. even though i dont have any clue who sent this.. but thank you.. :)

and here's what i called the perfect distraction.. 2 out of 4.. upper left 3rd molar tooth extracted.. :)

and she replied to my tweet! *beams*

 

medicated on this day.. and the staffing went crazy.. kudos to the super senior nurse, Mam Liligen! idol! MPN! hahaha

and the last day of William in 6b.. we miss you already! mag-pastor na siya.. ^^

:: cez ★ im back! :)

wow! its been more than a month since my last post here.. 0.o

been busy with other stuff.. but im back!

ill try to update my blog as often as possible..

my pics for my happy pill is piling up in my phone! hahahaha

will post it during my rest day.. which is tomorrow!! woohoo!!

as for now.. ill go on a scheduled overtime at work.. gotta go!

peace to y'all! ^^v

:: cez ★ princess' world

thank you honey love! :)

credit:

Honey Mariel Castillo